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Oh really?

I know I'm a girl,but sometimes I truly wish that I can beat people up!Like go up to them and give them a huge kick in the ass & let it rip!grrrrrrr

This my blog and it's about my LIFE..what I do,how I feel,where I go and yada2.If you don't like what I write here,then don't read it!Easy right?

How can anybody in my situation,be okay & not be bitter, when someone who 'claimed' that they love you & was thankful to have you, just stop contacting you although you have tried to be very nice & make things work,even when all of your friends say DON'T!Cos' I want to believe that despite the cool demeanor,he has a heart lying in there somewhere.But I was proven wrong time and time again & of course,it hurts.It's like you can't help but wonder if all that was said before this was just a big fat lie?

And it's not something you can be okay with just like that.I have a heart & although we're not together anymore,although we don't see each other anymore,although we don't talk anymore,I still care.And it's sad when I think about the fact that he'd rather let his emotions get the best of him rather than stop to think it through.Although he claimed that I was the emotional one throughout our relationship,atleast I don't let it affect me for more than 1-2 days & then I'll be okay again..

But,clearly it wasn't me who's emotional now..Because I managed to tell him how I feel about our situation & even then, he still couldn't rationalize things..So what should I do but move on?Why I should I wait for someone who doesn't want to be waited for?

Most importantly,if this is a test from God to see whether we would last or not,what does it say about him and us?Cos' although he claimed that I threw him away,atleast I know what I did was wrong and tried to make things work..but ultimately,he was the one who pushed me further away from him and did not make an effort or even move an inch..he just stood still...

But it's okay, because with a whole lot of hurt,I know in time a lot of joy will come...I just have to believe that everything happens for a reason & I might not see it now,but I'm sure god has plans for me.Who knows right?

Pemandu tak berhemah

Haaa,aku tahu bila kawan2 rapat aku nampak je tajuk entri nih,mesti berpusu2 nak baca.keh2...Sebab mereka tahu macam mana perangai aku bila menanggani pemandu tak berhemah ni.Tak padan dengan diri seorang perempuan,aku jadi raksasa bertanduk bila kena dengan pemandu tak berhemah atau jika mereka ‘cross my path’..memang kena la!Jangan ingat perempuan separa ayu(aku mengaku aku taklah seayu...sape2lah lagi ayu dari aku..hahaha) tak reti naik darah...:P..

Aku bukanlah hari2 menjadi raksasa bertanduk.Hanya ketika memandu dan itu pun kadang2....Tapi aku jadi raksasa bertanduk ketika memandu disebabkan oleh pemandu2 yang tak berhemah.Bukan sengaja aku tengah memandu pastuh aku kata,'eh nak jadi raksasa bertanduk la hari ni'.hahaha.

Bak kata ayah aku,walaupun kita pemandu berhemah di jalan raya,kadang2 itu tak mencukupi & perlu sentiasa dalam keadaan sentiasa berjaga/’aware’/’alert’--bagi aku ini bermaksud menggunakan kuasa hon Unser yang power bila nak ‘alert’ kan pemandu2 yang tak ‘alert’.Sebab walaupun kita berhemah di jalan raya,orang2 yang tak berhemah boleh merosakkan mood pemanduan kita atau lebih teruk merosakkan kereta kita.

Kalau nak blog pasal benda ni memang berkajang2..jadi dalam entri ni,untuk jadikan ia lebih menarik,aku akan kategorikan pemandu2 tak berhemah yang telah menaikkan darah aku & membuat aku bertukar menjadi raksasa bertanduk.

1)Pemandu yang tak bagi signal

Memang,memang aku ada kuasa psikik la nak tau kan kau nak masuk ke tak ke simpang ni.hish.Nih aku nak tanya,kurang ke minyak jika kasi signal?Hilang ke kredibiliti jika kau kasi signal?Tak paham aku.Yang kelakarnya,aku pernah keluar dengan seorang lelaki yang dari shah alam ke sunway time kiteorang keluar,langsung tak kasi signal.ish2..Tak cool la!Tak susah kasi signal kan..Susah sangat ke?

Ini juga sering berlaku di roundabout.Memang mangkuk pinggan sudu piring semua lah!Apalagi,aku pun menggunakan kuasa hon yang sangat kuat kepada mereka yang tak bagi signal tuh atau pandang dia dengan muka bengis.Muka bengis aku sangat bengis okay...haha.

2) Pemandu yang main tukar2 lane ikut suka hati dia

Nih lagi satu.Aku boleh,BOLEHLA terima orang tukar2 lane jika kereta2 semua jarak2 sangat jauh dari satu sama lain(Nampak sangat aku pun pernah buat..keh2)..terutama kat lebuhraya,jadi takde la kebarangkalian berlanggar. Tapi jika dekat 3-4 inci...yang kau main tukar2 lane & TAK BAGI SIGNAL tu memang cari nahas la!Sebab hampir kena kereta aku.Memang la kena hon bapak kuat & berkali2.Padan muke!

3)Pemandu yang ikut bontot kereta

Yang ini memang buat aku menyirap.Lebih2 lagi sebab yang bawak kereta macam kura2 kat depan aku,jadi aku tak boleh nak buat apalah(jika jalan hanya ada 1 lane),yang kau kat belakang cucuk2 aku buat apa?Bengom btul la!Mungkin jugak sebab kereta Unser yang aku pakai nih besau jadi orang tak nampak ada kereta yang lembab gila di depan aku..Tu boleh la dimaafkan.

4)Pemandu yang makan jalan

Kalau pemandu macam ini memandu di jalan Puncak Alam,memang habis la.Kau tahu tak jalan Puncak Alam macam mana?Takde pembahagi jalan okay.Aku dah biasa ulang alik.Jadi takde istilah ‘termakan jalan’ dekat jalanraya Puncak Alam.Kalau jadi,memang nak kena langgar dengan lori2 yang lalu lalang kat situ.

Pemandu yang makan jalan ni sering berlaku di kawasan Lembah Klang.Aku tak tahu la dia tengah mabuk ke ngantuk ker ape ke.Tapi masalahnya,ia boleh menyebabkan KEMALANGAN!Ini lah yang menyebabkan kereta kawan adik aku remuk sebab pemandu yang tak peka ketika memandu.ish2

Sebenarnya banyak lagi tapi penat pulak menaip..nak tido sebab semalam sibuk study, rupa2nya test besok bukan hari ini...adoisss...

Pinjam Meminjam

*Entri ini hanya melepaskan geram & mungkin jugak geram dengar kisah kwnku,Yaya...maaf pada yang terluka..

Topik hari ini adalah inspirasi dari perbualan aku dengan Yaya tadi.Pinjam meminjam...Hurm..Aku takde masalah dengan kawan2 yang pinjam barang2 aku,kereta pun.Tapi,bila kita meminjam barang2 orang mestilah ada garis panduan yang tak tertulis yang harus dipatuhi.Kira macam,paham2 sendiri jer la kan?


Pinjam Baju


Bila kita pinjam baju orang,jaga lah dengan elok.Jangan pinjam pastuh pulangkan dengan kesan2 peluh,tertumpah makanan & sebagainya..basuhlah!Dah orang dengan baik hati pinjamkan,kita kenalah pulangkan dengan elok.


Lagi satu,jika kotoran dipakaian tak boleh hilang,gantikan la dengan yang pakaian yang serupa atau bayar la balik.Janganlah pulangkan dengan kotoran yang tak boleh hilang tuh masih dipakaian & blah begitu sahaja.Dahlah pinjam berbulan2..ish2...Ya,itu pernah berlaku pada aku.Yang sedihnya,orang itu mungkin tak tahu,pakaian itu antara yang aku suka pakai & tak terganti hingga ke hari ini.T_T


Pinjam Dvd


Hah ini memang la selalu berlaku.Tapi tak kisah sebab kawan2 aku memang menjaga dvd aku dengan baik.Tapi ini pengalaman salah seorang kawan aku.Dia pinjamkan dvd/vcd original dalam beberapa buah kepada rakan dia.Dah nak masuk TIGA tahun tapi si polan tu masih tak pulang2kan.Walaupun kawan aku ni,tunggu dia di satu tempat sebab dia kata nak bagi balik,alih2,tak muncul.Nasib la kawan aku ni baik,dia dah malas dah nak mintak kat orang tu.Tapi aku ada satu je la kebengangan pasal dvd2 nih...


Kitakan golongan yang suka mendownload2 video,series & lagu.Nak download satu2 series mengambil masa berhari2,kadang2 berminggu2.Sakit tak hati bila series yang kita suka,yang kita tunggu dengan sabar untuk download,pastuh kita burn dalam dvd untuk simpanan,kawan kita yang pinjam,senang2 je hilangkan selepas dekat nak dua tahun pinjam & tak ganti2..Mungkin dia ingat itu remeh tapi semua orang lain2.Remeh bagi kau mungkin tak remeh bagi yang lain.


Pinjam Kereta


Ini sangat nyata la kan.Pinjam kereta orang jangan langgar kereta lain pulak.Tapi jika benda nak jadi tak boleh nak buat apa la kan?Accidents happen.Tapi jika pinjam kereta kawan yang kita tahu menggunakan minyak yang banyak,pandai2lah isikan minyak.Takkan itu pun nak bagitahu kot?Ada duit untuk benda2 riadah yang lain, takkan berapa ringgit untuk minyak pun tak boleh bayar?


Pinjam Duit


Hah,ni memang isu sensitif.Sebab semua orang pernah buat kan?Tapi aku macam bengkek la bila orang yang pinjam duit tuh,kata takde duit nak bayar langsung,tapi boleh je berseronok ke sana sini,memandu kereta jauh2,pergi balik...hah???Siapa nak jawab tuh?Kot ya pun,bayar sikit2 pun takpe dari senyap jer berminggu2.Sebab dulu orang pernah buat kat diri,dia marah tapi alih2,dia pun buat begitu.Lumrah hidupkan?Tapi untuk menjaga sebuah persahabatan,paham2 jer lah.

Kepoyoan

Peringatan:Ini entri agak merapu sebab dikarang pukul 2 pagi sebab tak boleh nak tidur & hanya nak meluahkan apa yang aku saksikan minggu lepas.

Entah kenapa tapi aku terpanggil untuk memblog dalam bahasa ibunda kali ini.Seingat aku dalam 370+ entri blog,aku hanya pernah blog dalam bahasa melayu cuma 2 kali.Eh,tapi itu tak bermakna aku tak reti bertutur atau menulis dalam bahasa melayu.Aku bukannya mat salleh,rambut masih hitam,mulut makan durian & petai.

Mungkin sebab aku ni pelajar B.Ed TESL jadi semua tugasan di kampus dan pembelajaran dalam bahasa inggeris,aku pun blog dalam bahasa inggeris agar mutu penulisan aku dalam bahasa kedua ini lebih baik.Tapi sekali sekala nak juga(kenapa ada jugak & juga?)blog dalam bahasa melayu.Lagipun aku berbual dengan rakan2 serta ahli keluarga dalam bahasa melayu.Takkanlah semua benda dalam bahasa inggeris kan?Nanti berkarat pula bahasa melayu aku.

Tapi aku tengok,(bukan aku sahaja,rakan2 & serta pensyarah pun nampak) junior2 aku yang baru ni,macam bangga sangat lah bercakap dalam bahasa inggeris(Ada BEZA bercakap dengan bangga & bercakap normal=NADA PERCAKAPAN) sampai kena biar satu TESL square dengar.Contoh terbaik,sewaktu aku dan rakan2 sedang berbincang tentang tugasan Women Lit(subjek semester terakhir pelajar TESL yang mengambil minor dalam Literature),tiba2 adalah seorang junior perempuan ni,bercakap(tapi jika dalam nada yang sekuat itu,bukanlah bercakap,lebih kepada melaung kan?) dengan rakan yang depan muka dia(kira bukanlah jauh bermeter2 kawan dia tu) dengan kuat sekali dalam bahasa inggeris yang berslanga American.(aku takde masalah dengan slanga dia,tapi...baca lagi)

Aku dan kawan2 berpandang sesama sendiri.Tidak,kami tidak ada masalah dia bercakap bahasa inggeris,hello,kami SEMUA pelajar TESL & dah 5 tahun pun di fakulti(1 tahun pra-ijazah & 4 tahun Ijazah Sarjana Muda Pendidikan).MASALAHNYA kenapalah kau kena menunjuk2 kau boleh bertutur dalam bahasa inggeris..dikalangan pelajar2 yang rata2nya satu fakulti boleh kot bertutur dalam bahasa inggeris.Bukan kau seorang.

Tapi kami tak rasa perlu bercakap macam pakai speaker dalam bahasa itu sehinggakan,ini aku tak tipu,Madam Shireena yang lalu dikoridor,apabila terdengar & melihat perbuatan budak itu,menjulingkan matanya tanda macam..hish budak2 sekarang.Kalau Madam Shireena pun rasa cara budak itu menjengkelkan,apalagi kami yang berada di situ?Adik ,relaks boleh?(adiklah,sebab dia belasan,aku dah 22.Dia 19 tahun.Kawan2 TESL,mesti korang tahu part berapa kan?)

Hah,kalau kamu semua rasa aku ada masalah dengan junior,kamu salah.Aku langsung takde hal dengan mereka, malah,ramai yang ramah & murah dengan senyuman(itu aku suka,susah ke nak senyum kat orang?Tak kisah kalau tak kenal pun.Budak2 fakulti/INTEC yang tak kenal aku,murah je dengan senyuman,jadi balas je la balik..bukan kena bayar!)tapi adalah 1 atau 3 orang yang baru nak kenal dunia jadi mereka rasa perlu mengadvertisekan(aku tahu perkataan ni tak wujud & ini dinamakan ‘code mixing’ kepada siapa yang pernah belajar Sociolinguistic—best!) diri di khalayak ramai.haih.Eh,tak elok mengeluh di bulan Ramadhan.hehe.Selamat Berbuka!

Oh..ini makanan untuk minda...Teringat hari tu bila berbincang dengan kawan2 rapatku.Kita ni kawan susah dan senang...Kira hubungan dua hala lah.Jadi aku gembira dengan kawan2 aku sekarang.Letih dgn kawan yang selalu datang pada KITA pada kala susah,tapi kala dia senang tak pernah nak INGAT dekat kawan sendiri.Tak mengapa,selama ini aku selalu menidakkan kata2 orang disekeliling,sama ada yang rapat atau tidak.Tapi sekarang terbukti aku dah nampak semuanya.Terima kasihlah banyak2.Lepas ni jika susah carilah kawan2 dikala senang kau tu.Titik.

The final countdown!!

In only 2 weeks,the semester will be officially over...a bit bittersweet because the link students will be leaving the faculty & I hope I'll be able to join their farewell party(provided I'm not dead broke at that time).

The final hurdle lists of things to complete before the semester ends are as follows:

1)Asian Lit take home test

2)Shakespeare's Reader's Theater

3)Shakespeare's 2 tests

4)Shakespeare's King Richard 3 essay

5)Classroom Management Case Study

6)T.Lit journal
7)T.Grammar Test Construction

8)Finally,my only final paper----SLA(Second language acquisition)!!(YIKESSSSS!!!)



After all that ends,I'm looking forward to the road trip that is being plan by my friends...we so need a break from all of this.Today with all of my stressed out friends,the 6 of us went out & eat,eat,eat and shop a lil' bit.I ate so much food!!!!!yikesss...

Yes,when I'm stressed out,I tend to eat a lot.huhuhu.A few hours ago,the very competent driver that is Hanna,went with me to KLIA to pick up Adam's grandpa at LCCT.Thanks so much Hanna for driving from and to KLIA for me while I sit in the passenger seat...hehehe.When I didn't have a license(a year & 1/2 ago),I always envy people who could drive,but after getting my drivers license I tend to get very lazy & prefer others to drive my car instead..Go figure!hahaha.

Oh,and I pitied my dad after we went back from KLIA because before we went there,I spent rm30 on petrol & when we went back,the tank was back from where it started!!This whole week,I used my dad's car because he wanted to save money on petrol.Boy,how much he must have saved while using my car.Because usually when I got to KLIA,I drove my own car & it doesn't cost that much for petrol but,my dad's car cost rm30 for a trip to the KLIA & that doesn't include the rm11 for the tol!So in total,my dad spends rm4o a day to go to work???OMG!!!

I'm thinking of giving my dad to use my car as often as he wants so that it'll lessen his burden.Kesian ayah!!!huhuhu.



A FUNNY STORY

I know I'm not suppose to make fun of people,but this just takes the cake!A lecturer is suppose to educate a student and not to mislead them instead by teaching them very bad grammar!!

Today,a friend told me a very funny story.It's about a lecturer,who speaks very bad English.But mind you,this lecturer is not a lecturer at my faculty!

Here are some of the words that the lecturer use in her(oops) class:

"She's not that fluented"--yes,she actually made a past tense out of the word fluent!

"Quototation:"---which should be quotation.

"What money is your laptop?"--in case you're wondering,she wasn't asking what currency but she actually was asking how much the laptop cost..T_T

"All of the presentations is very goods"--yes she actually used the word goods...

Haih.How can you blame some students in our country for having bad grammar & vocabulary if not for some of their respective teachers or lecturers setting a bad example for them??

Also,on the way to KLIA,I turned on the radio & on Fly fm(I think..cos' it was 95.8),one of the female dj,I don't remember who,pronounce the word 'Correct' like the Malay word 'korek' but the difference is that she stressed on the letter 'r',though it was still wrong.It didn't help that she was shouting the word loudly..aiyooo.

Maybe being a TESL student for almost 4 years has made me more aware & irritated with bad pronunciation & grammar?I remembered a super senior of mine,Syed Husni,who's now in the States,used to correct my friends' grammar when he was sent a normal message through Friendster during my pre-tesl days in Shah Alam!hahaha.

Read this blog entry about more bad pronunciation gone awry.So damn funny I tell you!

Tekanan

Life is getting more hectic by the second.I'm so sorry for those whom 'terkena' my outbursts or temper this week..It's just that,like a friend of mine said,'Everybody is stressed out'..So if you think you have it worse,others are too & you're not alone!Let's all run and naked & wild after all of this ends(Izza,I know you want too!!).

With all the assignments and tests,to top it all off,I have one more website that I have to translate before the dateline(It's BIG money & I'm super swamped!!YIKESSSS!!!) & I have to tutor the boys too.I also have a pending going out thing and I'm dying to shop some more.Although I've shopped twice with Izza this week..hahaha.

Today,I did my T.Lit microteaching with my 2 fabulous group mates.It was HILARIOUS.Especially when Mak(Farhana) went overly emotional with her character as Tiro and Safa getting very defensive as Mokgobja(I think I'm spelling this wrong??) with her accusations.I can't help but laugh so hard.Fatin & Soleh did a good job too in acting out their part..Thanks so much you guys!!!

On Thursday,my group might be doing our Micro for T.Grammar..I can't wait but I'm also a lil' bit nervous..But being nervous is better than overly cocky!ahahaha.

Friday is submission for the MELTA prob& solution essay.

Lots of tests are coming up..Sunday is T.Lit test which I so haven't studied for.Next Monday I have Grammar 2 test & Shakespeare quiz aannnddd submission of the Grammar article review.

Next Wednesday is the submission for the SLA essay(*gulp*).

I can seriously go crazy.Now you,you understand why I can't go out with you this week??^_^Ada paham???


***Why lah I stoop to that level??haih...Sorry to my friends who advised to not be mean..I won't do it again!!!***

Dumb asses

I consider myself to be quite a patient person--god knows how many times my patience has been tested these couple of years..but due to the fact that I've good friends who knows how to calm me down...I've refrained from doing & or saying things that I'll regret...but stooopid drivers is something that I just can't tolerate!

In my almost 1 & 1/2 years of driving on the road..I've successfully and thankfully haven't hit any cars or anyone(except for my grandma's gate..but that has been clarified in my past blog post).I was all happy2 today because 4 hours worth of class was canceled & was on my way to study for my grammar test tomorrow.

As I got out of my house,with the windows down & the cd on..singing along..all breezy like..a car almost hit mine!And it wasn't my fault & it made me,for the first time ever...because of the fact that my window was down& I can hear the screeching of the tyres of my car because I did an emergency break...to take out my hand & show the driver the 'finger' & honking like mad at the car.Giler bodoh!!!!!!!!!

What happened actually??I was at the roundabout beside the Shah Alam Mosque,& gave the right signal,& then the left signal because I was going from 6 o'clock to 12 o'clock direction(imagine the roundabout).And if you've been to that roundabout,you'll know that cars usually come down from the flyover & when they do,they're suppose to STOP & not just go ahead or atleast,go faster before the car hits you!

This stoopid chick,in a black Waja,stopped after she came down from the flyover.And she saw me,giving the left signal because I was about to enter the lane next to the car.But suddenly,she drove ahead,so I slow down my car& suddenly she stopped her car midthrough,so I swerve to the right in order to avoid hitting her & suddenly,she went ahead slowly.... & of course my car almost hit her & the sound of my tyres was like "Scrreeeeettccchhhhh" & that's when the honking & the finger cam flying out from the car.Giler mcm bangang!And she had the nerve to guiltily smile.Aq bg pelempang baru tau!!!Thanks a lot for that stooopid driver for ruining my day!!!!!!!!!

But then again..When I remembered this line from the movie HORTON HEARS A WHO,it never fails to make me smile & laugh...
"In my world,everyone's a pony.And they all eat rainbows & poop butterflies!"-Katie--(she has her own fan club!!)

Ramblings

Most of my lecturers this semester have been quite good.I love the fact that most of the lecturers are open to discussion in the classroom between the lecturer and the students and encourage us to participate.Though I’ve to say that Pn.Hanim analogy on ‘don’t ask a question just for the sake of asking it’ was very funny.She uses the example of when someone,who was driving behind you,suddenly hit your car from behind and a loud crash sound came out.And that person get out from the car and rushes over to you while saying “Kena tak??Kena tak(Did I hit your car??).That’s so funny & moronic at the same time.huhu.

One of the class that I enjoy most is my Asian Lit class which is conducted by Madam Azura.She’s so funny!But a discussion that happened in our class last week was very close to my heart.It was about how women generally got into bad marriage or are treated badly by their husband.I’ve seen this happening to a few of my relatives and heard horror stories from others and truth be told,marriage scares me.A LOT!

And thankfully,my parents are VERY different than most parents.BOTH of them,have told me that I should only get married when I turn 30!Which at first,when I told a guy that I was(WAS being the word here!) involve with,totally shocked him because it meant that it’s light years away.haha.Too bad!My parents constantly(more like MY DAD who kept telling me about it whenever he can..)tells me that I should enjoy my life,have fun,have my own career,earn my own money and only then,should I get married.Yeah,my parents are pretty liberal but now that I think about it,they’re right!

Marriage takes up a lot of commitment..And why marriage scares me is the thought that you have to spend the rest of your live,being with that one guy,through thick and thin.Because it’s NOT as easy or simple as it sounds.You(the girl,aka ME!)might be able to commit to only one guy but can he?I have a guy friend whom I’m thankful that he doesn’t read my blog(he doesn’t even own an FB ac..so ‘tech lazy’...aiyoo!!) cos’ he’ll kill me(jokingly!) for saying this...but the fact of the matter is,although he’s very cool,he doesn’t drink,very intelligent,well dressed & well-off..buuuuttt....he sleeps around.A lot!And he has quite a few FUBU’s(you know what it stands for!).

And when I tell him off for having so many chicks and the fact that he could be having myriads of STD’s now(to which he look down to ‘you know where’ and said that there’s nothing ‘on’it...yeah,ewww!),he told me that, “So what?I’m single & I can sleep with as many chicks that I want cos’ I don’t have a girlfriend!”.Okay,I get that.That’s your body and you can think with your dick but I wonder if he’ll EVER be able to settle down and get married.I mean,how the heck will marriage life be for him since he’s used to sleeping with so many girls?Get it?I know that it’s possible.But it’ll be very very hard.And that’s why cheating happens in a marriage.

They say that it’s because they want something new.Which is a lot of BS!Spice is the variety of life?My a%%!One of the short story that I learnt in my Asian Lit class,titled ‘Amelia’ just make me sick!What kind of husband is that?He keeps on cheating on his wife even when they were having their 7th child!And people wonder why I’m so afraid of marriage?And I know some of my friends are weirded out by this,but I just am!I think marriage is a very very big deal.Thus,sometimes I do think over the fact that I might not want to get married at all and just adopt a kid instead.

Because marriage is not something that you just jump into.Like the quote from the 1 paragraph that I did for my Asian Lit class on my opinion about ‘Amelia’& had to read it to my colleagues, “Marriage is not like diving from the plane with no parachute on!”.That’s why I guess I’m holding on for something better.It’s not that there haven’t been awesome guys before in my life .Some of them were very nice and smart,one was even nice,smart,well-off.It was very shocking & envious to see one who’s money is not a problem at all(Like he’ll be, “Let’s go to Italy during Christmas hols” or “I just bought a plane!”...seriously!).

But some of them lack good morals and doesn’t even practice the basics in their religion(you get the drift),both,which are important to me,despite what some people might think! I’m sorry but drinking alcohol everytime you’re ‘stressed out’ or the fact that one has an illegitimate child doesn’t really makes me want to commit!Though a guy friend have advised me to just date ‘for fun’..something which I can’t do & doesn’t want to,because I don’t see the point of dating or having a boyfriend just for the sake of it.

God,I’m just rambling.There’s more that I want to blog about,but then this post will be very very long.And as a disclaimer,this post is biased,because it’s MY opinion so yours might be different than mine,so don’t get offended!

Padan muke!!!!!!!!!

I'm referring to the front page news in The Star newspaper today titled "Tuanku's Rage".I just want to say that it's amazing in this day and age,that there's people who can be so damn narrow minded.Like,hello???There are so many more important issues that those nincompoop should focus on rather than wanting to protest against the singers so that they won't perform at the Sultan of Selangor's Cup.These kind of people makes me want to scream at the top of my lungs and say "GET A LIFE!!!!!!!!!!"!

How can I pretend anymore?

I can't pretend anymore.
I can't pretend that I like you.
When I really don't.
I can't pretend that I want you in my life
When I really don't.
I can't pretend to be nice.
I can't.

After all the hypocrite 'masks' of some people have been revealed to me and my friends,I fear that I might turn into one of them someday.Because of the things that I mentioned above.

I'm only human and although I try to be nice to everyone,there are some people that I wish were not even in my life.

A stressful day..

Thursday was a stressful day for me.And this week has been absolutely hellish!!!...so what did I do when I was in extreme stress???I pamper myself of course!By soaking myself in the tub with MILK...hehehe.It's suppose to be good for the skin...and Cleopatra used to bathe in milk everyday..Plus,this is the first time I'm doing so(usually it's the normal bubble bath...)because I am stressed out!!!Hopefully,I'll have a few days of rest during study leave.

Who the hell is the author for this page??

Malaysians,go to the site below...It seriously angers me man..Most of the content is very disrespectful to our country,the people of other races, and the different religions in our country!!



http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Malaysia#Malaysia.27s_Space_Tourism_Progr

Oh gosh!!!

This week will be absolute hell for me!!!

Here's a list of assignments and tests that awaits me (I'm doing so because when I looked at Izza's list on her blog,I realized that I forgot that I have a lit & media test this wednesday!!Fuck!!)

Monday:Morn = Go to 1 school with Ad
Afternoon = Test PTE
Evening =Finalize Creative Project

Tuesday:Morn =Go to 2 schools with Ad
Afternoon =Creative project due

Wednesday: Morn =Practice bowling
Afternoon =Lit&media test
Evening = Bowling test

Thursday:Afternoon= Japanese oral test

Friday: Normal classes & shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Yesh.....

Malas tapi memeningkan....

Sometimes you just can't figure out a person although you have tried too..many many times over the course of a few years.You debated about it with your friends every semester,they are puzzled too,you try your best to figure it out...but in the end,you're like...mampus laa.Malas nak pikir.But sometimes you can't help but go..why do that person act like that?Perlu ker??

Why the need to garner so much attention?So desperate like okay....The word that I'll use to describe that person is shady & gatal.Seriously gatal...huhuhu.Why can't you just be yourself?Your fine the way you are.Tak payah nak fake2 like what you are doing now.Being all...euugghhhh.Mengelikan okay!

Sorry

Bile kite marah,kite tak seharusnya melepaskan kemarahan itu pada orang lain..kan??

So I'm really really sorry to people who had to bear the burnt today..hehehe

Tapi saya akan okay malam ini!!
Kerana tak sabar nak tgk sum1 perform...hahaha
(habis la if ko suxx nanti..ngehgeh)

Hari in hari Liyana bengang sedunia

Yes,hari ini ialah hari liyana bengang sedunia.

No explanation,just a bunch of exclamation!

Bengang,bengang,bengang......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Memang sengal!!!

Firstly sori cos dis blog entry will be filled with angry words to a bunch of ungrateful idiots!!

Bengang tul setelah dgr cerite nih frm a fren of mine!Bengang x10,marah x10,rasa nak tampar x10 & tendang x10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tak payah la ckp psl ape the thing is or sape manusia2 tuh...tp pokok pangkalnyerr..tolong la sedar diri boley x???Hah???Jangan la kurang ajar & berlagak terer sgt!!

Org dh nk tlg dgn ikhlas tuh terime jer laaa bodo!!!

Perasan jer bagos pdhal org yg nk tlg korg tuh berkali2 lg berpengalaman sume,dh la org tuh rela & dgn baek hati meluangkan masa die yg tak berape terluang utk menolong korg pastuh korg boley memperlekehkn kebolehan die ek???hELLO???
Tak reti bersyukur ker??Dah la nk tlg tanpa d'byr & ikhlas nk menolong...pastuh ni utk masa depan korg gaks kn????...
Asal laaa sengal sgt???HAH???HAH???

Ingat bagos sgt ker???Org2 yg berlagak bagos mcm ni la wat aq rase nk tampar222 jer sekor2...hisshhhhhh

Please la eks??It's a tradition laa sengal!!Jangan la jadi kera sumbang...Sedar la diri & bersyukur la tat ade org nk tlg korg...utk kebaikan korg...rendahkan la ego masing2 kays???Seriyes statement2 korg tuh,bile aq dgr dr kwn aq,buat aq nk pegi kat korg & basuh sorg2...

Eyebags getting heavier

What a day it has been…Let alone what a hectic two weeks it has been…huhu
I totally bombed today’s Japanese test.I am so dead it’s not even funny. I have to catch up through the individual Oral test and finals.Despite the fact that I look like one(I am not being vain or perasan kay?I have been called a Japanese since high school, up until last week and counting!), I sooo do not feel the language at all! I want to take Italian actually but because of something really incredibly stupid, I had to take Japanese instead. Word of advice, sometimes you should try many methods in order to stay awake so that you don’t overslept because you were sleep-deprived and end up not studying for your test.At all.arggghhh.

Plus, I am sooooo NOT looking forward to my microteaching….malas nyerrrrrrrrrrrrr.Plus the fact that in only 5 weeks,it will be the finals!!!!I have like 3 major big assignments that are yet to be planned or discuss, let alone to be completed. I just want to sleep and sleep and have fun with my friends,go to the Sunburst concert(can somebody buy the tickets for me please???As in pay for it too??) and be in love. But yeah,we don’t live in a perfect world do we?Oh how I wish it was so.How I wish I could have taken Italian instead of Japanese.How I wish that I have a boyfriend that loves me.How I wish that I am a genius.Argghh…what the hell am I doing?I’m totally crapping here…Anyhoo…

The 1 week at DBKL for Whoa Willow! was bearable with the help of my friends--the stage crews. They made me feel happy and not scared (the place is creepy!!) and I am glad that although there were moments of utter boredom, with them there making me laugh,it was A-okay. They are such a lively bunch and I’m glad that they were there and they weren’t being pretentious or ‘poyo’ at all with each other.I can’t wait to have a day out with all of them soon, and just laugh and laugh and have fun. With the many assignments and quizzes, I think all of us need a break from it and just chill!!!To my friends who are in the plan, let’s bring many delicious foods and enjoy a day under the sun with each other.No boyfriends or girlfriends allowed. It is a day for friends only!!
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