Sometimes you just need a wake up call..

Like the title above said,today I had a big wake up call from Ad.He has truly been a great senior,friend and brother.Thank you so much for opening up my eyes towards a lot of things that I have overlooked all this while.

Basically,I have been lying to myself.I have been lying to myself all this while.And I have lied to someone too.Not out of spite,not because I hate that person,none of that whatsoever.It is because I was trying to protect myself from getting hurt, I denied all the things that I felt..
This might sound really stupid..but I didn't know what I felt....I really didn't.Until Ad pointed it out,only then did I realize it.I told Tatie about it and she was like yeah,we realize it too and I was like how come I didn't?????Is it too late for me to mend things?

I didn't want to believe in it.I ignored it,pretending like it never existed.I was selfish because I wasn't being honest.I was selfish because I didn't say what I wanted to say.

And this particular song,according to Ad,describe what my situation is all about...

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?