Home is the place to be!!!

Friday I had no test whatsoever came back home and slept till 6 something..ahahaha....Woke up,then had to go to Subang for dinner with my 3 cousins, Kak Hani,Syazni & Adila...My aunt gave us money for our dinner..Yeay...free food!!!Ate at Darul Salam..had dim sums,pattaya fried rice & abc..burrpppp...Kak Hani was suppose to tutor Afiq and that was why we went to have dinner all the way in Subang but lo & behold he forgot to bring his calc..adoiiiisss


Then waited for Syaz's bandmate because they don't know the way to LabRatJamStudio...
Manage to YM with some crazy peeps(aka Acad,Moja & Freaky!) while waiting for them to sampai...Thank God for Wifi & Kak Hani's lappy...^_^.Syaz's bandmate came & off we go.All of them are boys..As I was driving,Syaz who ride in the boys car,text her sis saying that the guys asked me to slow down cos I was driving too fast...hahaha.No way!!But I did waited for em awhile beside the roadside after the tol..hehehe slowpokes!

Had a tough time finding the studio because they say it's near Rafi 13 and like,hello,cakaplah ada 2 Rafi kat 13 kan???Citt


After the jamming session,I was deaf for awhile..But I got to say this,not just because Syaz's is my cousin,but Imaginary Frens is pretty good & their demo will come out soon..Good luck to you cuz!!!




Went back home to Puncak on Saturday evening and started to bake an enormous batch(4 times the recipe) of my famous(among my family & friends) chocolate chip cookies!!!!!hehehe.Because I always believe that when you cook,you can pour your feelings into it and the people who will taste it can feel it too..Like if you cook while you're angry,it will not turn out good but when you cook it with love...it will taste so yummy!!I guess that is why the movie Simply Irresisstible is one of my favorite movie(thanks for my uncle who manage to buy the ori dvd for me cos' it's NOT available in M'sia..haihhh).

Plus,I can't give hugs and kisses to every Tom,Dick & Harry,cos' some people are uncomfortable with it..so by giving out cookies to my male & female friends..I'm spreading my love to them(God knows I have so much love to give & no one in particular to give it too..though I know WHO I want to give it to,but his life is so complicated.. )using MY way...^_^






The Ingredients....














Hershey's semi-sweet choc chips(my mum manage to eat a couple of this before I banish her to her room..hahahaha)












Ta--daahh!The chocolate chip cookie dough!









Ready to be given to my loved ones!!!!









A tribute to Acad..wei..aq buat maggi goreng sendri!!!sedapppp..^_^

Ooppsss

I'm officially scared now..Really scared...Why didn't I realize it sooner????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Sometimes you just need a wake up call..

Like the title above said,today I had a big wake up call from Ad.He has truly been a great senior,friend and brother.Thank you so much for opening up my eyes towards a lot of things that I have overlooked all this while.

Basically,I have been lying to myself.I have been lying to myself all this while.And I have lied to someone too.Not out of spite,not because I hate that person,none of that whatsoever.It is because I was trying to protect myself from getting hurt, I denied all the things that I felt..
This might sound really stupid..but I didn't know what I felt....I really didn't.Until Ad pointed it out,only then did I realize it.I told Tatie about it and she was like yeah,we realize it too and I was like how come I didn't?????Is it too late for me to mend things?

I didn't want to believe in it.I ignored it,pretending like it never existed.I was selfish because I wasn't being honest.I was selfish because I didn't say what I wanted to say.

And this particular song,according to Ad,describe what my situation is all about...

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Woooottt

Just watched my favorite current tv shows,Gossip Girl & One Tree Hill.

Don't want to spoil much info but...Jenny's a biatchhh!!!!!!!!!!
You can't bring down Queen Bee huney...you're so gonna pay for it...
Long live Blair Waldorf!!

I got inspired by OTH's current episode when they said what they want in their life at the moment...

I want to believe in the goodness of people,that not everyone is bad...so I'm trying...

I want to be able to open up myself to a guy and let him into my heart...hopefully in months to come,I'll find out who he is...

I want to earn more money so that I don't burden my parents...thanks to Ad & Mr.Kamran,I might just be able to get more work...

I want to have fun with my friends& Izza before she leaves...can't wait for finals to end!

I want to feel what being in love and loved is all about..like what Tatie & Ejoi have..^_^

I want to be good to my body and take care of myself better...got to stop taking those drugs...ahahahahaha..kiddin!

I want to truly forget someone and move on...It's for the best.
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