A dream that I had

A few minutes ago I woke up from a dream.A dream that I know will never happen in a million years although to a lot of people it is not possible and it’s even normal to some. But to me,I know it will never happen because life have not been kind to me over that matter.I try not to think about it.How it actually does affects me.How it actually does hurt.How it actually makes me want to cry, really, really bad.But I know that crying or wallowing will not help anything.So I try to fill my life with things and people that makes me happy and it helps.A lot.But I can still wish and hope that,that dream was real.