I hate this feeling

I hate that feeling...
That feeling that you wish....
aarrgghhh it's too personal to write here..I wish I could....: (


But this one I can blog about...

Today I woke up from a dream
A dream about someone that I have not seen in 2 years
Who's down under in OZ
I used to be so infatuated with him that I couldn't see straight
But that was back when I was still naive and stupid
But it was so vivid that I find myself puzzled
What does it all mean?